He had diarrhea and fever but fever gone after 2 days
The diarrhea was quite severe as he will throw out whenever after/during he drank milk
And he pooped like flood, I think he pooped all the times like after changing his
diaper, he will poop again, change again poop again over and over
This whole poops all the times thingy made his butt became blistering and redness
He cried in pain
I was godamn exhausted, lack of sleep and feel angry (I have this feeling when
I'm in very tired mode) but of course I didn't release to my darling baby.
Yes I did cry but not in front of my son.
I planned to do my wo at home when my son slept but he liked a motion detector,
when I was about to do my wo, suddenly he opened his eyes and cried a river
It was like that or he pooped during his sleep
I remembered when I'd already changed to wo clothes, and then he pooped a lot
until the poop ' fell' on the floor (he slept in cradle)
Wow, I think that's it.. I don't want to wo until he recovers.
My feeling? Devastated and angry (to myself)
Diet also ke laut, I didn't cook, I just grabbed whatever accessible and easy
easy means foods that I don't have to cut or wash
and ate what my moms bought, usually nasi lemak/nasi ayam goreng
Exhaustion + poor nutrition + not active + bad emotion = lethargic
I gained 1.2 kg!!
My darling baby is my top priority, so I willingly to sacrifice for him
but if he sick again in the future, I will take care of my foods.
I love you so much!